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long time [Jan. 14th, 2006|05:15 am]
[mood |apatheticapathetic]
[music |Death in Vegas - Girls]

It's been...an eternity since i've updated.

You ever have those nights that start out fine, everything is calm. But just one thing happens. A simple song you haven't heard in ages just turns everything around. The mood you were in does a 180, and you've lost yourself. You don't want anybody to think about you, you don't want anybody to remember you, you don't want anything in life, you want to just have it done and over with? now, it's not a suicidal thing i'm thinking about, just this utter feeling of loneliness. I haven't had it hit me for a long time...but it just did. It's horrid, and i wish it never came back. so many things flashing in my mind, so many memories, so many unnecessary feelings of hate, rage, regret, disgust. I just wish a lot of things in my life had not happend...but they make you stronger i suppose right? I never asked god for any of this. Gives with one hand and takes with the other. My dad always told me, one door closes, another opens, i think it's the other way around. a new one opens, the last one closes. this feeling of not being able to do anything about past experiences. It's kinda like that whole thing, an old man dies, a little girl lives. thank you sin city. i don't know what the hell i'm talking about anymore...i really wouldn't mind losing myself in a drink or two or twenty.

it's like i told justin the other day, i just had this feeling of isolating myself from everyone for a while. nobody to talk to me, nobody to listen to me, just me waging my own war on myself.

Silence is a justified expression of my war now
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(no subject) [Jun. 1st, 2005|03:12 am]
[music |Neil Diamond - Cracklin' Rosie]

I'm just watching a bad dream I'd never wake up from.

Find out what anime bad boy you are.
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(no subject) [May. 29th, 2005|03:11 am]
You scored as R2-D2.




Darth Vader


Mace Windu


General Grievous




Obi Wan Kenobi


Padme Amidala






Anakin Skywalker


Clone Trooper


Emperor Palpatine


Which Revenge of the Sith Character are you?
created with QuizFarm.com
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(no subject) [May. 22nd, 2005|02:30 am]

Star Wars Horoscope for Scorpio

You are a powerful character.
You tend to be possessive and lusty - which explains your greedy nature.
You feel threatened when people try to order you around or control you.
You are prone to suspicion and jealousy - but your resilience and passion get you what you want.

Star wars character you are most like: Han Solo

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(no subject) [Apr. 27th, 2005|01:56 pm]
[mood |betrayed]
[music |Pink Floyd - The Wall CD2 - 03 - Nobody Home]

it's true what he told me.

"they will fuck you 'till you're on your knees."

unfortunately, i ignored it.
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(no subject) [Apr. 20th, 2005|12:14 am]
Your Penis Name is: Dirk Diggler

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(no subject) [Apr. 19th, 2005|10:45 am]

Your Seduction Style: Siren / Rake

You possess an unbridled sensuality that appeals to many.
The minute you meet anyone, you can make the crave you almost immediately.
You give others the chance to lose control with you... spiraling into carnal bliss.
A dangerous lover, you both fascinate and scare those you attract.

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(no subject) [Apr. 18th, 2005|02:14 am]

Your Inner European is Spanish!

Energetic and lively.

You bring the party with you!

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(no subject) [Apr. 15th, 2005|02:27 am]
[mood |Pink Floyd - The Final Cut]
[music |meh]

Your Lil' Anime Character
Real Name:
Fav. Color:
You are... an angel
Your hair & eye color is... Hair is Aqua and eyes are red
Your special characteristic about you is... you are kind
You are known as... a thief
And your weapon is a/an... nothing
This fun quiz by Krazi_Kitsune - Taken 337 Times.
New - COOL Dating Tips and Romance Advice!

that's right...i don't need a weapon. BONG!
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(no subject) [Apr. 1st, 2005|11:32 am]

Ultimate Highschool Quiz
Favorite color
Favorite type of music
Dorks are..
Sporks are..
Your classmates think you are.. a Raver
You will graduate at age 18. TRUE
Will you get laid in highschool? (8) - Without a doubt. - (8)
What percentage of the student body hates you? - 59%
Largest amount of cash offered to you for sex $262.04
This fun quiz by imabigburrito13 - Taken 403985 Times.
New! Get Free Horoscopes from Kwiz.Biz

nice....raver...PLUR MAN PLUR!

What Kind of Geek are You?
Favourite Color
Your IQ is quite high
You are a computer geek
Your strength is you can understand and use slang
Your weakness is alcohol
You think normal people are interesting
Normal people think that you are satanic
This Quiz by owlsamantha - Taken 207224 Times.
New - Kwiz.Biz Astrology and Horoscopes

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